Saturday, March 6, 2021, 03:24 AM

After losing my grandfather a decade ago, I have now lost my grandmother. I am feeling highly stressed and struggling to find direction in life. The only thing that kept me going was the thought of my grandmother being there to see me graduate from college, but now that she is gone, I feel lost. The anger, regret, sadness, and sorrow are consuming me. The current situation with the coronavirus only adds to my frustration, as it is ultimately what caused my grandmother's death. I have lost faith in humanity and harbor resentment towards people. I am starting to hate life and everything in it. I know the best way to end my suffering would be to just stay in bed and let myself die, just like how people in online games have wished for me to get cancer and disappear. I have always been treated as a burden in my life, and it only adds to my pain. Due to the hate I have received in both the real world and virtual world, I have decided to fulfill their wishes. I will be quitting Perfect World International once again and publicly announce on the world chat that Doctor had informed me of my short life span due to the trauma of losing my grandmother and the overwhelming hate and fear I have towards the world and life. This will help others understand that LordDragonoid will no longer exist in Perfect World. I will then proceed to wreak havoc on the internet using my newly created code name, Azmir, in the game Nova Storm. I also plan on trying out various robot games and destroying everything in my path. I may even become a deadbeat and compete with other kids in MMO games while exposing their despicable behavior. Therefore, Mech Arena has caught my attention and I will be giving it a try.